::::A touch of pixilated melancholia::::
From left to right:
my younger brother Jackson, my younger brother Floyd, and my younger sister Dana
Sometimes I wonder what life would've been like had I made smarter choices...would I have been hanging with the younger sibs during the holidays? Would...I beat myself up a lot and dwell a lot on the past, past mistakes, errors I think I am making in the present....sometimes I feel like my life is a case study for abulia! Eesh! I feel so framped at times; daresay ALL the time!? No wonder Floyd doesn't like to talk to/be around me b/c I am such a depressant!! ARGGGH!! ENOUGH!! mml...wait! mmt-I get off at 7p tonight...
~*hmmmm*~
Thought that maybe I was being selfish b/c I thought that someone was drinking my Cokes and eating my snacks that I brought to Liberty...yesterday, when I came in there was what I thought was one of my Cokes, half drunk? drunken? and it seemed a lot...A LOT of my Cheez-its were gone...today two of the guys came in and they were munching on this and that...one of them offered me some of my Cheez-its and I reacted badly...wonder whether what was eaten will be replaced? Why does it bug me? Part of it is just decorum (sp?) and part is me being a hater...they are young and able to afford to buy a Liberty franchise...so I shouldn't be feeding them! They have money!
::::What's in a name?::::
I have to be one the most vain people...I am extremely enamoured of my name...I used to drive my mum cray-zee! doodling my all over everything!
^-^ Does anyone know what my name means in Arabic? I had a friend who told me once, and then when I worked for Office Depot and Walmart I had customers who told me, but I forgot. Went to an Arabic translator online and this is how my name looks in Arabic:
لا توجد نتائج بحث عن
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I cannot believe it! Ugh! I lost my cell phone! I feel naked without it! And, helpless...I don't know anyone's number by heart b/c when people give me their number, I save it in my phone. I don't write it down...luckily for me a METRO busdriver found it and is gonna drop it to me tomorrow...yea! I only did two returns today...I hope someone comes in between now and 9pm. I want to be productive, not goofing off on blogger writing in my journal...Eesh!
